but kid it's always still me...

Being home all this time has made me realize that you're never doing anybody any favors by staying someplace you are not happy. I don't know why I'm letting all these people tell me I won't be okay, because all anyone can ever be is okay. Right?
The only thing to do is be independent? People measure their worth in money and it's something I'm still not used to. My sister got her paychecks today and said i'm soo...good. Is this what makes you good? I don't know. I'm clearly lacking.

It's january, and usually I take this time to look back on the year before me and write up my regrets or my achievements and I don't think I have many of either. I screwed up a few things, I did okay in school. I realized over and over that I had to leave, I just had nowhere to go.

The New Pornographers' cd Challengers is amazing. It's one of those cds that I am in love with the first four songs and can't stop listening to them long enough to hear the rest of the cd, though from my preliminary examination they seemed equally delicious.